I feel so much better today. Not 100% but okay. It was another busy day but not as overwhelming as yesterday. I daydreamed a lot about a bunch of things that I probably shouldn't have. I feel so discouraged about my weight loss progress. It takes so long and its so hard. I wish I could be like other people and just be naturally thin. I hope that I get it off and then keep it off and I pray that it happens fast. That's where my dreaming came in. More ...wishing I guess.
I stuck the the diet even though I feel depression creeping in. I usually eat during times like this but I just keep telling myself that Valentine's Day is the next cheat day. I will have a visit with my son and I'll eat something delicious and I'll feel wonderful and normal at least for that one day. I prayed hard for the angels, the Lord and any other kind of help that I could get from above today. I feel like I've been answered. "Patience" was a word that seemed to fill my head.
It was funny to talk to my coworker about my horoscopes that are on face book lately too. She noticed that a bunch of them said that something big is going to occur. Something that will change my life and will ultimately be one of the best things that ever happened to me. It's scary. I would like it to be fame finding me through my books. I hope that it is that.
The night is just a lonely, quiet one. My husband is teaching a diving class again. I am on my own so I'm heading for the hot shower and some rest. I bid you a lovely day or night depending upon when you are able to read this and I remind us all once again that we look as good as we can for today. Tomorrow we will look that much better. Do not let your perception of your body stand in the way of you having a good time. Stay positive...I know its hard...I struggle with it too. You are not alone. I'm right here with you. See you next blog! ;-)
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