So it's been two straight weeks! I haven't had so much as a morsel of food that is bad for me. I feel a little weaker when I'm under stress and I am right now, but have been able to deter the feelings so far. I have a little depression too. I know why...but not really...it's hard to explain.
I got a letter in the mail from an old friend that I haven't seen in awhile. It was in response to the holiday things that I did to reach out to others. It was so nice to hear from her. She's doing well and says that she misses me terribly. I miss her too. It was just a separation of lives that got busy...nothing caused it. I wonder why that happens sometimes. Missing her made me sad. I'm an elevator ride of emotion again....
Face book messages are coming in fast and furious. I'm friends with people that wouldn't have given me the time of day in high school. They are fun, nice and decent human beings...well except one guy...he's a big tease and a big flirt... I think he was that back in the day as well, only not with me. I was a nerd.
The co-worker did not say good morning or anything pleasant along those lines after I greeted her this morning. How stupid. Lets recap...you were mistaken- you got uppity about it- you were wrong and now your acting like an idiot...okay...later I walked out with the crowd the same as I always do. She nearly fell- or at least we all thought she was going to fall. I couldn't help it- I asked if she was alright. She explained that her shoe just made the noise as it scraped the cobblestone as she walked. We all said goodnight. So maybe she reconsidered? Hope so. It's dumb.
I heard a thing on the radio this morning that bothered me some. The question of the day was would you give up your boyfriend for a million dollars. Maybe the key word is boyfriend. I admit to there being times when I felt like I would've given hubby away for nothing but not really! If it came down to it he's worth a million times a million and then some.... I felt bad for the people that the answers were about but worse for the ones giving the answers. Poor things. How sad is that?
I'm feeling much better. I'm having a lot of "symptoms" though. For instance, the head ache the other day, the stomach ache that followed, breaking out in pimples... depression, stress... my husband thinks that my body is literally detoxing after the holiday extravaganza of food and the cold-turkey switch over to healthy living. He may be right. I hope it starts shedding weight now that withdrawal is finished.
I'll close the blog here reminding us all that we look as good as we can for today. Tomorrow we will look that much better. Do not let our perceptions of our body stand in the way of us having fun! Stay positive and stay the course! See you next blog!
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