It was a lazy Saturday. I have a stomach ache. It feels as if I have a urinary tract infection after all. I purchased some over the counter medication. Hopefully it will help. If not I'll have to go see a doc. Yuck!
I stuck to my diet like glue. It was a pretty lazy day though. I bummed around doing housework at a leisurely pace and then boom! An idea for the character in my new book overwhelmed me! It took her personality to a whole new level. I sat down, began writing and got ten pages not double spaced written in a matter of hours. It was wild. I'm so happy with the rough draft! I LOVE Writing! It's such a "RUSH!!" My friends/proof readers love it too! It's not my normal style at all but its sexy, has a hint of danger and intrigue and is fun! This opened up a whole new aspect to the main character. I'm so excited about it.
Later I went on face book. There is a friend on there who lost their job. The bills got met this month but the friend cannot afford to buy food. I couldn't help it. I stuck $20 bucks in an envelope with no return address and sent it off from :The Grocery Fairy. I know...I know... it'll leave me short but I had to. I'm able to eat...too able as you well know...and I am gainfully employed. This economy is killing the spirit of good people.
Later I had an appointment for a Mani-pedi. I cancelled the pedi to make up for the money. My hands and my feet don't match but I feel good about myself anyway. My feet are Christmas glitter red, my hands are purple/Burgundy. So what? Whose going to see my feet anyway? I helped someone get food. Am I crazy?
I'm just scared that the person will post it on face book. The "Santa's Elf" persons are still doing that. I just hope they don't see each others posts and trace it back to the fact that they all know me. Gees...is this what a criminal goes through? Thank heaven I'm not THAT!!
Other than that it was a lazy day. I'm happy with myself. But nervous that I might get caught. It's better NOT to get caught because then the person never feels obliged in any way or HAS to be nice to me or whatever. They can just be themselves...no weirdness. As it is I'll have to force myself to look them in the eye...lying is not my strong suit lol. Do you understand? My day has been that. I play ping pong in my brain on and off. ;-) Too late though. I act on those thoughts right away so I won't cower....
On that note I will sign off reminding you that you look as good as you can for today. Tomorrow you will look that much better. Do not let your perception of your body stand in the way of you having a good time. Stay positive. I will work on these things too. We're in this together! See you next Blog! ;-)
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