Got to work on time. Found out a coworker also has a bladder infection- at least she thought she did. She went home; landed at the doctors office and was sent for scans. They think hers is a possible kidney stone. Gees.... I'm ok. Still under the weather but feeling better. The meds seem to be kicking in but they leave me nauseas.
I stuck to diet but once again could not stomach any kind of food. I had no breakfast, a plain yogurt at lunch and the same for dinner. I just couldn't get my stomach to calm down. It has decided to rebel against me.
I had a bad thing happen to me...actually is was a comment made to me. We were discussing weight loss of course and I said that I was actually pretty happy with myself because I've been on a roll lately. My sister-in-law said "are you sure that's just a roll, and not a sub or a hero?" She laughed but it cut me to the quick. Why would she say that. She's not thin herself. I did not retort or comment back but it hurt my feelings. I know that I'm still not where I wish that I was but I'm out there trying hard and succeeding in as far as the scale is headed in the right direction. It just bothered me so much. Sometimes I think people just get off on using me as a target to get the scope sites off of themselves.
Normally a thing like that would've sent me reeling; running to eat away the stress. Thankfully the Lord saw fit to make my body rebel against food today. I wish people would treat me the way that I treat them though. Too much to ask I guess because I'm very conscious of trying to be good and kind because I think its important.
I'm heading off to bed. I'm still dragging my tail. See you next blog. ;-)
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