Sigh...I actually feel like that...clogged... I made plans yesterday to take the kids to a movie or something, but I never heard from my sister-in-law so it didn't happen.t was okay though. I needed the break. I basically sat around-no call from my BFF-no call from my husband and no call from anyone else. Loneliness...I can't tell you.
I decided to do some charity work today for the troops defending our country and two churches. It felt good to do that and the loneliness subsided a bit. like helping others.
When my husband arrived at Newark airport, he borrowed his friends phone to call me and get a ride home...funny huh? I picked them up then he backseat drove and I got frustrated and lost my temper. He seemed shocked. Then I calmly kept the conversation going on a lighter note because his friend was in the car with us. did mention in a joking manner- but its not a joke that I did not like not hearing from him for 2 solid days. Believe me if the situation was reversed it would not go over well.
He acknowledged me but nothing deeper than that. I cooked him ham steak and mashed potatoes for dinner and then we watched tv...I'm so lonely...I just don't get it? This was such a hard week.... I really need some "diet draino" lol... I'm going to figure out how to loosen the drain and get rid of the stale, stagnant water this week gathered...Have a good night all...
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