OK- so I'm getting back on track. I do trip up, but I'm still out there trying, and as I've said so many times to you...it's OK if we fall. The trick is to get back up again. Begin now- this minute. So, I am forging ahead...the pace is slow...mine....
You may remember that I mentioned the 2nd in command at work expressing death wishes to me in confidence. You may also remember how upset and emotionally taxed I was over it. He hasn't been back to work since that time. I ask of him from time to time. He is alive, or so I've heard. Last week we were told "if anyone calls he is no longer with this office..." I felt like someone punched me in the gut. My first reaction was "OMG. Is he dead?" I didn't voice it. I swallowed it- and then cheated. A few days before that the big boss would not accept his phone call from the 2nd in command. He made no bones about saying no to the call. It was clear that an issue was occurring. Now this news.... He is not dead, thankfully. He phoned my front desk co-worker that is in the back now too at home! That's REALLY off the mark. He is not supposed to do that even in the best of circumstances. But at least I know he's alive. She was upset. She also went to the supervisor. She told me because we are friends and I voiced my fear to her. She carries the same fear about him. We are worried. He could be a pompous, arrogant jerk, but he's still a human being, and CLEARLY he is in crisis...we just can't figure out why? What triggered it?
The aftermath of the Memphis Tour has been SO positive. I'm very excited and continue to dream the dream. If you are inclined to include that in your prayers, I would be very grateful. And so...ON WITH the day! See you next blog!
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